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I just have a feeling... |
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[Sep. 15th, 2007|07:29 pm] |
the roommates and i made dinner last night, it turned out to be thanksgiving. turkey, mashed potatoes...the works. it was sooo good. we were skeptical especially since none of us had EVER cooked a turkey before.
then my roommate, lauren here friend from home's roommate was having a birthday. we went over there and i was DD. it was interesting, to say the least but i was glad i went.
school starts on monday, and i am unbelievably stoked...i havent been in school since May so i am ready to get moving on everything. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2007|08:28 am] |
moving day is approaching-it's bitter sweet
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[Feb. 7th, 2007|09:43 pm] |
in the spirit of valentines day, kinda,
"Intimacy is a four-syllable word for heres my heart and soul,please grind them into hamburger and enjoy"
"Love is fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell"
"I think people should mate for life, like pigeons or Catholics"
"I like you. I like sex. Is nice."
"When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible" |
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[Jan. 8th, 2007|09:39 pm] |
finished season 1 and 2 of greys anatomy. even though i started watching it in the early stages of season 2. new episodes start this thursday, im looking forward to it.
school started today, its a weird feeling the last semester before im out of this house, possibly being alone in a new town where i dont know anyone. i hate this stage in life, for me its just a whole lot of waiting. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2006|09:33 am] |
is there such a thing as one soulmate, one true love? are we suppose to live life not kowing if they already past or has yet to grace our life? or is this a myth? made up to make you wonder and worry inside when all you want is that perfect it and you dont know if that perfectness is in your fate. and if youve already experienced true love and let your soulmate slip away are you doomed for unhappiness and always wanting more?
i think my expectations are too high. i think of something, and want that, so if it doesnt turn out like that, even if its still just as great, its not what i wanted. its like im sabotaging it. is what i think i deserve nonexistant? is it just some fantasy world in my head? i think the answer to my question is yes, i wish at times i could be a realist and not an optimist. this is what i believe to be my downfall. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|07:07 pm] |
my mother, my oldest brother and i are drinking it up tonight. we're having madras':
vodka
orange juice
cranberry juice |
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|05:14 pm] |
i spent the day with my mother. i didnt want to at first but i actually had an enjoyable time. it became apparent to me that her goal for the day was to get me drunk when she asked in the car, "do you think its wrong for me to get you a fake id for christmas?" i laughed, but she was being serious. we met her boss at the simi mall, did some shopping, believe it or not,i didnt purchase a single thing. we went to this italian restaurant and my mom got me champagne. and i added a tirimisu. we went back to her bosses house, after stopping at 7-11 of all places to pick up beverages. we spent a few hours sitting in her backyard talking, in actuality it was them talking most of the time about work and me just concentrating on drowning my sorrows, even though that is probably impossible. naturally, i had to drive home.
my emotions always hit me like a train,i just have to take it one day at a time. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|01:52 am] |
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i fear the future more than ever now. |
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[Oct. 20th, 2006|04:15 pm] |
sitting in my mothers office, twirling around in the chair with a fudge bar in my hand.
im procrastinating... |
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[Oct. 11th, 2006|11:05 am] |
should i work? i really dont want to but after looking at my finances i think i might have to stop "focusing in school".
i get money from my parents and they provide everything for me, but where did all my money go. i havent purchased a new article of clothing in who knows how long. all of my money goes to food, or something. it would be different if i didnt have bills to pay. i have two and really just want to pay them off and be over with. i dont want to work, and who knows when ill find a company to work around my schedule...im screwed. |
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[Oct. 9th, 2006|10:38 am] |
i finally got some camel pictures
i think i look extremely awkward... but what do you expect-im on a freaking camel. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|12:53 pm] |
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im having a fat day.... even though ive worked out the past three days in a row and havent been eating junk food by any means. oh well... hopefully it'll be gone tomorrow. i think it has to do with the fact that i hate all my clothes and am using all my will power not to buy new ones. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|06:42 pm] |
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i am bored out of my mind right now. mike is in tahoe, all the best girls are busy, my gay is at work, my mom is gone to san jose... im all out of options. and i dont feel like changing clothes, i changed into my pajamas a few hours ago... i wish i hadnt finished that book... ive been knitting, how sad, but theres a tangle in the yarn and im over it. i could work out again,this morning i watched mr and mrs smith and exercised while it was on, angelina jolie is a fucking godess.bitch....not really, but still... |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
i hate placing orders at japanese places.. one becuase they dont seem to understand you and you cant understand them.
but the food is just so damn good! my order will be ready in 15 minutes!! |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
i feel like im being held prisoner in my room...even though the door is wide open. this is weird. the most embarrassing moment of my life took place last night- im dreading the aftershock,they act very WASP-y im assuming nothing will seem different. but awkwardness in my mind wont disappear.
other than that i forced myself to get out of bed this morning. kinda gross but i wore the same clothes i put on late in the evening yesterday. especially given i slept in the tank top and jacket and rolled out of bed and put on jeans. i could only last so long in those clothes- ive already showered and changed completely. i "forgot" about my business law class today. im just not in that mind set but i did work on my take home test due on monday. only a few more questions to answer.
i want to get out of the house but i realized a few days ago that i am offically broke. i know, its very tragic. tonight i must pick up my father and then go get sushi. im thinking ill pick him up and drive him home then go pick up the food, we'll see. then im going to the movies with my mother.fun.
my "friend" stephanie keeps sending me chain text messages. its driving me fucking crazy. one of the most recent ones, and when i say most recent i mean a minute ago:
"it goes in dry. it cums out wet. the longer its in, the bigger it gets. when it cums out, it drips and sags. stop thinking nasty. ITS A TEA BAG."
its that great... i have received that one twice...one at 6 in the morning and one about 1 minute or 2 ago.
im craving cpk spinach and artichoke dip...which is basically a clogged artery waiting to happen....but it tastes so good.- time to make some popcorn... |
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[Sep. 26th, 2006|01:45 pm] |
today at school had its ups and downs-
first i am in ceramics and the people next to me are playing around and writing on each others paper(we were taking note) and the teacher flips out on ME! wtf!? shes all "elena, do i need to separate you from your little study group" i said, "i wasnt even doing anything, they were talking about their notes" in a very pissed off voice. she told me to move very far away from the people sitting next to me and then looks at me and tells me, "you need to take your own notes" i fucking open my notebook and kinda shove it in her face and say im doing my own notes. i guess you had to be there..i was so fucking irritated, she fucking called me out in the middle of the class. shes such a bitch.
but then i come home and i get an email from my calculus teacher and class is cancelled tonight :) im very pleased about that.
and im stuffing my face with diet popcorn...its actually pretty yummy. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|04:03 pm] |
so im sitting at home watching tv, and eating some grapes when someone tries to open the door. i get up and close and lock the back door that i had open for the pets. i walk to the door and this person keeps trying to get in. finally as i reach the door they ring the door bell. i open the door very cautiously and- its my dad. i open the door and he says" i thought i brought a key!"
he tells me he worked in LA today so he felt like coming home early. it was about 2:00pm. he asks how my day was and how im feeling, i tell him better than he stops in his tracks and turns to me, "do you want to do me a favor?". i sit there wondering if he's just going to have me go and run errands for him. but he asks if ill go to best buy with him(he hates being alone and doesnt car too much for driving) i told him ok.
he's been wanting this 58" plasma tv for our family room and it was only available online, but best buy recently got it in stock, so he wanted o go take a look at it. knowing my father i figured we'd look at it for a few minutes and then he'd pull out the platinum amex and bam, we have a new tv.
the drive over there we were taking cars, my father wants a new cls mercedes. i told him i think hes more of a 7-series iL of course. he agreed but still hesitant, hes been eye the benz since it first came out, he ever saved a newspaper article about it from the LA times, he wanted it. then we started talking about my moms ca situation, i told him a new camry hybrid, he agreed. he says my mom is more of the suv type but they dont get good gas mileage so...yea. so we'll see what happens with that situation in the future.
we get to best buy and i tell my dad mikes in the market for i new camera so im going to check some out. i walk over to the cameras and normally at best buy, the service isnt the best, i was attacked by three sales people!!! animals! then i make note of some cameras and go to find my father. i find him standing infront of the tv just staring at it. mike calls and i walk back to the cameras and back to the tv. hes still there just standing. he reminded me of a little kid who really wants something and just wants to make it noticeable to their parent that they REALLY want it. so he asks me what i think and i love it..its really nice. we look at a few more but nothing compares.
my dad still wants to order it online because he can get it for like 800 cheaper. which kind of surprised me because my dad isnt the type to look at price tags. oh well 800 is alot of money.
we're in the car and my dad gets an email on his blackberry and he starts laughing out loud! my dads funny when he laughs cuz if hes loling it must be good. he calls this guy and they start talking. its weird because they're talking business but mix in their poker night and my dad telling him he should get this tv. "just find a wall and stick it on it" he told him.from what i can tell this chick at my dads work wants access to the labs and my dad isnt sure she should be granted it, all he knows is that she "sure as hell isnt getting access to the classifieds".
and that was that. im just hanging out with leelee (lilo) until mike gets off work and then its off to calculus. fun. |
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